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My Friday night...
Jun. 7th, 2003 01:40 amI met my brother and saw the band. The crowd was light, which meant we got good seats at the bar. I met his new girlfriend, Kim. She absolutely rocks! Near midnight, I was totally kidding when I suggested that we go to another club to finish out the evening, as the band we were listening to was good, but wasn't very good to dance to. But they said "OK!" and so we were off to the disco. The DJ was playing crap, and the floor was nearly empty when we got there. Things didn't improve much, but we did dance a little. Now I'm home with that "I've been to a bar" smell permeating my shirt. More dancing tomorrow night, Woo-Hoo!!
Not sure what to do about Mr.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
squirrelswing. I don't want to believe that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, but maybe it's true. He stopped calling, and has seemingly disappeared off the face of the earth. Every time he called me, nearly every night for weeks, we'd talk for hours and hours and hours. About everything. I lived for those phone calls. I didn't even hear the accent anymore, just what we were saying to eachother. We seemed to have a lot in common. I found myself attracted, and he seemed very attracted to me, though there are nearly insurmountable obstacles. He is a man with serious issues that we talked a lot about. Nevertheless, I found myself at the post office picking up a passport application, even though I can't afford a plane ticket, and I'm terrified of flying. I wanted to find out if this might go somewhere nice, and it seemed like he did too.
I've heard nothing from him for ten days. No calls, no e-mails, no LJ comments, no answer when I call him. No reply to my voicemail message. I really didn't think he was the kind of guy who'd lose interest, and then not bother to tell me. I've run across those guys before, and he didn't seem like one of them. Not at all. There are things going on with him that give me genuine cause for concern about his well being, which is why I asked if anyone had heard from him. I'm asking again. I just want to know if he's OK. If he doesn't like me anymore, fine, I just want to know once and for all. Is it silly for me to think I deserve to know? However it turns out, I miss him.
-Juliebata
Not sure what to do about Mr.
squirrelswing. I don't want to believe that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, but maybe it's true. He stopped calling, and has seemingly disappeared off the face of the earth. Every time he called me, nearly every night for weeks, we'd talk for hours and hours and hours. About everything. I lived for those phone calls. I didn't even hear the accent anymore, just what we were saying to eachother. We seemed to have a lot in common. I found myself attracted, and he seemed very attracted to me, though there are nearly insurmountable obstacles. He is a man with serious issues that we talked a lot about. Nevertheless, I found myself at the post office picking up a passport application, even though I can't afford a plane ticket, and I'm terrified of flying. I wanted to find out if this might go somewhere nice, and it seemed like he did too. I've heard nothing from him for ten days. No calls, no e-mails, no LJ comments, no answer when I call him. No reply to my voicemail message. I really didn't think he was the kind of guy who'd lose interest, and then not bother to tell me. I've run across those guys before, and he didn't seem like one of them. Not at all. There are things going on with him that give me genuine cause for concern about his well being, which is why I asked if anyone had heard from him. I'm asking again. I just want to know if he's OK. If he doesn't like me anymore, fine, I just want to know once and for all. Is it silly for me to think I deserve to know? However it turns out, I miss him.
-Juliebata
