Angst. You Want It? I Got It...
May. 12th, 2006 09:17 amI just deleted a whole post about riding the bus every day.
I wish I could just write without thinking, without analyzing, without editing, without correcting, without rearranging sentence structure, without second-guessing absolutely every single fucking word, because everything I write just looks so stupid and boring.
My life is wonderful and complicated right now. Someone, somewhere, might find it interesting. But I've lost what little ability I ever had to put it down here.
I'll be content to just read for a while.
I wish I could just write without thinking, without analyzing, without editing, without correcting, without rearranging sentence structure, without second-guessing absolutely every single fucking word, because everything I write just looks so stupid and boring.
My life is wonderful and complicated right now. Someone, somewhere, might find it interesting. But I've lost what little ability I ever had to put it down here.
I'll be content to just read for a while.